|So much growing to do|
Despite valiant efforts to have the EP out by Valentine's Day, we are pushing the release until...well, until the music is ready. Expect the first single to drop on February 29 (a fitting day for the song that will be released).
Honestly, sometimes I get frustrated with the rate at which I work. I'll go into the studio thinking that I'll be able to quickly pump out a bunch of quality vocal takes and instead, I leave feeling like I can't sing at all and that anyone who has ever told me otherwise was straight up lying to me.
Yes, studio work is different than performing live. Yes, this is my first project done outside of my bedroom. Yes, this is how you learn, but goodness gracious, I never knew learning could be so painful or make me so thoroughly question a part of me that I thought I knew so well.
Yet, even as I write this I can hear a little voice in my head saying, "But it's going to be worth it."
I hope it's worth it...
It'll be worth it. There's no way it's not going to be worth it. Already, I can hear improvements when I play shows. Less strain, more body, different, subtler ways of expressing emotion. I know I'm making progress...but, s**t, I can't wait until this EP is done! Maybe then my confidence will feel more valid.